I'm not sure what I'm feeling at the moment. Sad? Stressed? Confused? I can't keep pretending anymore. I can't keep on being the nice guy because I'm over everyone. I want to meet new people and start on a new.level. Is it too much to ask? It probably is. Luck never goes my way so why do I even bother. Everything just sucks for me. Negatively is the way I'm approaching this.