● Im not sure who you are trying to impress or change yourself for but your not the same person i used to know. It has offically come to a stage where i just want to meet new people. Meet new people and hang out with different people. You stay with people for so long you begin to realise either they are sick of you or just constantly leaving you out all the time. And they dont even notice it.

● Feeling lonely. I always keep all my problems and situations bottled up. I always seem to be unhappy with a fake smile.. Though no one notices so i dont have to tell them what the hell is wrong with me. I know its not good to keep things inside of me. But i cant tell anyone what my feelings are or what my problems are. I only want 1 person to be there for me always. But i think thats too much to ask for.

● You are so immature. 1. Not everything always has to be about you. I cant have one nice outing with her and you have to go and act all immature about it. I dont think i get angry when you go out alone with her without inviting me. This is all grade 6 stuff seriously grow the hell up. Your child act is getting old now. Quit acting so jealous all the time..

● School. Oh how i hate that word everytime it comes across. I mean i seriously need to work harder! I've been so slack lately and have no motivation whatsoever. It seems i have so much distractions and so many things to worry about that school isn't on my top priorities thought it really should be. I hope in term 2, i can try to aim higher cause righ tnow i seem like a stupid idiot.