Im finding it hard to focus in school. I mean i tend to slack off and become very lazy but i do do the work but in the end i recieve shit results. how am i going to cope when i keep doing shit at everything. im definately not naturally smart and im trying to improve my knowledge of things and trying to find different ways i can study to make it easier for me and my hopeless brain to understand. I have the worst memory ever. i probably wont even rememebr what i studied in at school today. Physics so far im doing so badly in 50% for my sac. that is too definately shit, im so mad at myself for not trying hard enough and not puting 100% effort into my work. Am i distracted? Am i too lazy? Am i finding it haard to cope with year 11? Should i jsut pick easier subjects that im good at? Am i aiming too high? Probably so. But i need to get my head in the game.