for once im gonna play the other role where i sit back and wait for someone to come speak to me and ask me to go out. I hate always having to play the nice card. Why do i even do it. It all gets taken for granted, people are such users and liars too. When will i ever have a friend who shares an equal love of me and them? Is it even possible.. i just want one friend who believes in the best of me, be someone i can talk to like a diary and actually invite me out and not invite me out to be "kind". God, i sound like a loser, ahwell sometimes thats just how the cookie crumbles.