Wednesday 11/24/2010
Lina Huynh: Happy birthday Mary Huynh.
I'm sorry that I have been such a terrible friend. I know that I'm always excusing myself when it comes to deciding when to hang out with you and I feel the greatest guilt when I do. I know that after March, we completely stopped talking to each other. I really miss how we used to talk. There were no awkward silences, only judgment-free conversations. And I feel like the problem with us now is that one of us is not pulling our own weight, generally speaking, I am not contributing enough effort into our friendship. I don't want to make any promises but I have the strongest feeling that we will only get better after we see each other, and I'm hoping that next Saturday won't be postponed.

I love how, back in the day, we would share mutual hatred and annoyance for particular people in our lives. We would ask "Where are you?!" on Facebook and tell each other to get on MSN. God, I miss those days. It'd be so damn awesome if we could get back from where we left off. I want to start afresh. I want to become a better friend for you because I know I am probably the shittest friend you have right now. Of course, unless you don't want me to, I won't pretend like nothing happened between us because we have had our downs. But starting from the very beginning, in a sense, means that we must leave it all behind us and move on. I couldn't think of a better person to do that with.

Spend your 16th well my darling. You deserve all the gifts and pleasures in the world. Talking to you is always a joy and I can only imagine the hyperactivity that will take place when I see you. I love you so much Mary, you will always be my mustard.

<3

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Awwwwww your the sweetest humanbeing alive, thankyou so much :)


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