lol, nice job. You know i really am begginning to "dislike" you, your not the same anymore, youve changed and maybe you dont even know it. Im not sure, will you deny that you haven't? Why must you make everything so awkard between us :S I mean can't you just chuck everything behind you. Live from the present not the past gees. It tends to get pretty annoying now a days. I'm so over it, if you dont like me don't talk to me or communicate with me. Why can't you admit it either? I honestly don't have a problem with you, but it seems like you still have a problem with me. I don't get it. You make me feel like an idiot, for even finnally wanting to be your friend again. Was i wrong? Friends? Pft what are they these days. They backstab you, Don't tell you naything, leave you out of everything, treat you cause your different, dont invite you anywhere, share personal jokes. How many times have a tried to make friendships seem "worth it" to me. Can it just prove me wrong for once that friends can mean something a whole lot different? I don't think thats ever going to happen. Growing up i've actually never had a bestfriend, thats pretty sad. I can't tell anyone anything, i keep everything bottled up inside and i write in a blog. Is it lame? writing in a blog because you can't find one person to talk to. Someone who actually listens and cares whhat your talking about and not just gives a 1 word response? I once told a "girl" something about something and she went and posted it on tumblr saying how much i talk about it. You know what that was one time, i never get to tell anyone how amazing someone is, or what sort oof problems im having. I can never have a nice chat with anyone without it being awkard or without the conversation dying. I wonder why you tell me that im a close friend to you yet you can't treat me like one.. Are you lying? Do you want me to believe that. What must friends in life have the biggest impact. Some are great dont get me wrong but tohers about half and msot of them are completely utterly selfish.