Why does everything have to be so fucking difficult. Why cant things just happen for the best and no arguements or fights or confusions. Why do i put in so much, only to get 0.1% out of it. Why am i weak? Why can i express what i feel properly, why cant i yell at you, and tell you your a jerk to me sometimes. What do i do to you? I do jackshit and all i get is this shit in return. Why? Why do i find it hard to leave you, i dont want too but sometimes you make me feel like i need too. But then id be running back to you.