Dont you love that feeling of being replaced. Well i feel that every single day, I could say i dont fit in with the other girls, well i do but i dont. If i involve myself in their convo's then imapart of them, but if i dont im just completely ignored. And i hate that feeling, it shrivels you up. Sometimes i wish i did have a bestfriend, but then i wish i didnt. I want someone that i can tell EVERY SINGLE THING too and seem like they care about what im saying. Sometimes i feel like whatever i say doesnt even matter, like i never get a chance to be heard, thats why im so quiet and shutup all the time. It makes me sad, i feel like such a loner. And being a loner isnt so great.. Oh wow getting emotional.

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